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Post by Jinzon on Apr 29, 2009 12:02:50 GMT -5
He smiled softly and kissed her neck tenderly. " Are you that tired my love? I wasn't planning on just sitting around, but loving you tonight. It's been so long, but if you wish i'll be more than happy to take you inside and rest with you. As long as you are happy then i can be happy as well. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 29, 2009 12:32:18 GMT -5
She shook her head slightly, "Oh no my love that's what I meant... I'm sorry if you thought I didn't want to love you." She blushed brightly, "I know it's been a while, and I'd very much like to feel like I used to when we first married. I remember feeling never wanting to leave the room, or be apart from you"
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 30, 2009 13:06:56 GMT -5
He smiled and laughed gently. He knew how she felt and he let more of his strength seep into her. " I feel that way all the time my love. " He smiled and spread his cloak out on the ground with one hand. Here under the rose bush he gently lay with her.
" I will do my best, to make you feel as you have in our early years my love. My strength will be yours to use as you need and want. You haven't changed since we married, that i promise you. But our lives have been very busy. And while i can, i will make sure you are very happy and loved. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 30, 2009 19:30:30 GMT -5
She blushed brightly seeing as he didn't take her back to their room but laid her out in the flower bed as she looked up at him, "Novakon... people might see us... hear us..." She said, always worrying about people spotting them, but was natrually bashful.
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Post by Jinzon on May 1, 2009 11:33:06 GMT -5
He smiled as he caressed her softly. " I'm not worried about being seen. Being heard on the other hand, not much we can do there. I'm going to do my best to make you feel as we both have when we first met. " He smiled more and kissed her tenderly. His hands ever so slowly loosening her clothes.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 1, 2009 12:48:04 GMT -5
She was rather nervous about it but after a while it did remind her much of her younger years. And even after she was tired from their time spent together there in her garden she felt young again. She leaned in to her husband keeping warm against him before gingerly kissing his chin, "You kept your word Novakon, I did feel like I did when we first met" She smiled, though now she was completely out of energy.
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Post by Jinzon on May 1, 2009 13:16:12 GMT -5
He smiled softly as he held her close. Their time was wonderful and he had seen how excited and young she had felt in their moments together. It made him happy to see her like this. The thrill of getting heard or seen made it all the better, and he loved her passionately. He had gave her his strength but now both were tired. At her words he smiled and kissed her gently. " there will be many nights and days that i will do this for you my love. Makeing you happy and comfortable as long as i have you is all that matters to me. "
He sighed happily holding her closer. Her body against his was pure bliss. But with the cooling air and both being tired he smiled and slowly he helped her loosely dress and then picking up his own clothes and dressing, carried her inside and to their room.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 1, 2009 14:56:40 GMT -5
No sooner had he lifted up her thin lightweight body and she placed her head down on his chest, she fell right to sleep. She had wanted to tell him that she looked forward to everything he promised but in reality she did truly know better.
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Post by Jinzon on May 4, 2009 11:02:25 GMT -5
He smiled softly as he carried her back to their room. She was tired and he enjoyed watching her sleep. Once back in their room he lay her down gently and lay beside her. Although tired he couldn't find himself sleeping. So he started at the ceiling thinking....what should he do in the comeing days? He had to at least look for the healers and herbs he had read about. But to leave for even a days time would take that much time away from her.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 4, 2009 11:17:02 GMT -5
In those coming days and weak, she became so weak that getting out of bed had become a struggle, though a good portion of the fact she was weak was because of her pregnancy that was reaching it's full term. She laid back against the pillows propped up for her to keep her aching back comfortable, her hands moving over her rounded stomach feeling her child moving inside her.
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Post by Jinzon on May 4, 2009 11:22:51 GMT -5
It came to the point he had left to search for a cure. Days had turned into weeks and weeks into months. He traveled almost nonstop in his searching. His traveling had come under attack now and then but always wound up with him winning at the cost of alot of dead enemies. He was becomeing colder and colder inward because of what was happening. He had found only one healer and found the other had died. The herbs he found as well and found little hope in them as he came home.
It was about mid morning when he and twelve of the thirty men that he took with him came back into the palace grounds. No sooner had they entered then he dismissed his troops for well deserved rest and hurried inside. Home....he had to see his son and his wife. He had been gone for so long without them it was wearing him down.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 4, 2009 11:44:41 GMT -5
He had been gone for so long she had given up hope of seeing him again, and at the same time was angry at him that he himself had gone to find a cure for her rather then sending a trusted group of soldiers. She had lost a lot of time with him now and the maid telling her he'd arrived stirred no excitement in her, "Then you tell him I don't want to see him" She told to maid who slipped from the room and made her way down the hall with his wifes message. "My lord" the maid cried out to him, "My lady doesn't wish to see you"
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Post by Jinzon on May 4, 2009 12:59:45 GMT -5
He walked through the corridors and when the maid came to him with that message he only glared at her. He handed the three small bags he had brought with him and two rolled parchments. " take these to the healer, find my son and have him join us in our chamber. " He turned from the maid and walked on. He guessed this would happen but....he couldn't help it. Once he reached the room he opened the door stepped in and then closed it. In the light she could see drastic changes to the man she had married. He held a lost, cold and haggard appearance to him.
He looked at her then went to his changing rooms. If a fight would come, he didn't want to start it. He got out of his dirty traveling gear and washed up. Once dressed in more relaxing clothing he came out and walked up to the bed on her side and knelt beside the bed and looked at her. His hand resting on the bed waiting for hers to take should she choose too. " I'm home my love for good. I give up. " Was all he said before tears formed and fell from his eyes.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 4, 2009 13:15:54 GMT -5
She lifted her head as she saw him come into the room despite her having told the Maid to tell him she didn't want to speak or see him. He moved quickly to go and change herself and her anger flared up inside her like an fire. When he came up beside her and knelt beside the bed telling her he was home she turned her head sending him a glare, "Don't you speak to me Novakon... I want nothing to do with you. You've squandered the time we had left... that is something I can not forgive and will not... Your room is in a spare chamber in the hall, I will not share this bed with a man who took my love for granted"
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Post by Jinzon on May 4, 2009 13:59:30 GMT -5
He only smiled at her. He sighed and looked away. He didn't care anymore what would happen. His searching had yeilding nothing to help and even though he had talked this over with her he had never wanted to leave but did. But to hear her say what she did... " That is what you think? I sacrificed half of my soul to try and find a cure, find something that will keep you here. Your love is the only thing that has kept me alive on my quest. I haven't slept since i have been gone because of my choice to leave. I couldn't allow something like this to go without my own hand in it. War....is upon us because of the divine, i lost good men and now i return with what i did find only to be told i'm unwelcome. I give up. If i do not have the love of my queen...my heart and soul to return to what else is left? "
His tone was soft and weak. Being away had taken much of what he was out of him without being with her. This she could see clearly as he spoke. He reached up and removed the necklace he wore. It was his fathers, to signify his royalty. He looked at it and dropped it to the floor and sighed. His strength wasn't full but he slowly pushed himself up and looked at her with sadened tear stained eyes. " Kitiara, I love you now and forever. I wish nothing ill between us or any anger. This kingdom will not have it's king for the remainder of our time together. I'm sorry i left. " He looked away and walked to the door.
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