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Post by Jinzon on Apr 13, 2010 20:31:07 GMT -5
He sighed softly as he opened the door and entered. He closed the door behind him and walked over to her. " It's almost time love. Do you think you can handle some time outside for the burial? " He sat beside her and gently caressed her back. The holy men had been there already to cleans the palace and its grounds of all harmfull spirits. But he had a feeling that his son and Kitiara would not be gone so easy. He leaned in and kissed her gently as he waited for her answer.
He loved her and it was killing him to see her so unhappy. " If not i can set you a place at the window so you can at least be there spiritually for him. " He sighed as he finally looked away and down to the floor. " You must be disappointed or mixed up emotionally about all of this. " He breathed in slowly and out as slowly. " I'm not the same and I am unsure about all of this. I just don't know what to feel right now." He went silent for the moment, trying to think if there was anything he could say to help her.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 14, 2010 13:42:09 GMT -5
Willow looked at him as he approached her and sat beside her. "Yes... I'm strong enough to go to his funeral... Oh Nova... Nova my love... I'm so sorry. He was a good man, a strong man like his father. I am sure his mother protects him now" She said to him softly. She put her bandaged hand over his arm. "It's okay not to know what to feel right now... you just lost your son. I don't... know the sort of pain to lose someone love. I still have both my parents... I have you and our child is still unborn. If he or she was to ever... I'd die inside... I know you must be right now... but that's natural."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 14, 2010 20:45:32 GMT -5
He sighed softly as he stared at the floor and then slowly at his hands. His hands moved up and palms up. " You know....all my life i've been hot headed but good at containing my senses. But as I grew up that became harder but there was something else...when i became king my sense of justice grew. I never once in all of my life felt the desire to kill anyone out right. There has been three executions by my hand since my rule as king. And only because of the laws that were broken. Even then I did so with a heavy heart, and afterwards buried those people myself. But right now.....i want to put my hands around that ice drathirs neck and strangle the life out of him slowly. To tear him apart and scatter the peices to the wind. I want his death at my bare hands for what has happened, no trial, no mercy, just pure vengence. "
He trembled lightly as he spoke. " The more this grows within me the more I want it and await the chance to do so. And the more I fear for you and my people. The borders are closed to everyone with the few exceptions of your parents and the traders that are needed. My men shall return within afew days, hopefully all alive. And i'm worried they will return to a king that is nothing more than a drathir who is cold and bloodthirsty. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 15, 2010 14:02:34 GMT -5
Willow took his hands gently and brought them to her stomach, "But there is new life... were life has been taken away... These are strange and difficult times we are going through right now. But I'm still here Novakon... You still have me and you... have our baby... I'm sure someone is bound to find Rose." She said lifting a hand to brush back some of his red hair. "I don't know how else... to be there for you. I'm desperately trying to fit into the shoes your wife left behind and I feel like such a failure... because Kitara wouldn't have let this happen. I'm a terrible mother... and an even worse wife."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 15, 2010 19:38:02 GMT -5
He remained alittle distant but he listened and watched her. He managed a soft smile as she spoke. He felt her growing belly under his hands and he sighed softly. She was right, there was a new life comeing and there was still hope for Rose. He couldn't sink yet, and he couldn't let himself go just yet. At her next words though he looked up at her. Fire in his eyes and he growled at her.
" Stop trying to do that. I made the mistake of putting you into the position of comparing yourself to her. Your not and i'm glad for it. You are you and thus you have your own way of doing things. You are a wonderful wife and will be a wonderfull mother. For you to say otherwise pissed me off to no end. So just stop trying to fit into shoes that have been buried and use your own. That is all you need to do, and you are who you need to be. " He moved one hand up to her face and caressed her gently.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 16, 2010 14:31:15 GMT -5
She looked into his eyes, "It's hard not to Nova. Kitara was practically a humanitarian always putting resources into making things better for the less fortunate and I've not done anything like that before... but I want to. I don't even know what I'm going to do about my own domain... i'm never even there. I'm always here with you. I don't want to have to ask you to go back and forth with me but I don't want us to be parted when I need to be there... I know right now is a hard time for you but... I'm needed in the lightning domain for a while... I don't want to leave you here but I don't want you to come if your too emotional to travel. I miss my parents... and after what happen to my step son I see that life can be taken in only a moment. I want to do what ever I can for our baby... but I also want to be seen as a good woman to my people."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 16, 2010 21:14:00 GMT -5
He shook his head. " If you leave my side then all of my self control goes with you. If you haven't noticed but you are my strength in these matters. I never was good at being contained. But i can not allow you to be so tied down. To be away from these lands would be welcomed i think. And....i have not been away from my kingdom since that buisness at the disgrace of a trial. Shall we say....tomarrow we visit your parents? " He leaned forward and kissed her softly, caressing her hand and back.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 17, 2010 12:07:19 GMT -5
Willow put her bandaged hands on his chest, "I'm still a Lady, Nova my love. I've got duties to my domain the way you have to yours. There are going to be times will need to live in my domain for a while. I've got an entire palace, and it will be a good change of scenery for you." She said leaning forward, placing gentle kissing on his lips and then on his forehead. She leaned against him, hoping her love and understanding would be enough to keep her beloved husband from breaking apart.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 17, 2010 20:32:37 GMT -5
He let his arms wrap around her slowly and held her gently. " I would go anywhere to make you happy. As long as I have your love, and you by my side i'll be alright. " He kissed her softly and rubbed her back gently and sighed heavily. She didn't know it but she was doing so well at putting him back together. Her love and stable mind, even her emotional state balanced his own. So after the funeral he would get afew things together and he would arrange their trip out of here. It would be a good change at least and he would love to keep her happy as well.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 18, 2010 19:27:25 GMT -5
Willow smiled a bit at him, "It will be good for you to get out and get a change of scenery. It wont be as warm as it is here but it's much closer to the sun so it will still be warm." She said leaning against him. She smiled a bit putting her arms around him, "So I hope you will want to travel with me" She said as she leaned forward putting gentle kisses on his cheeks. "Much better kisses than that demon..."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 18, 2010 20:01:42 GMT -5
He smiled softly and kissed her softly and gave a gentle nod. " Mmmmm...i'll travel with you anywhere my love. Your happiness is my happiness and that is all that matters. " He nuzzled into her softly and held her close and smiled warmly. " It's almost time my love. Tonight...i'll have everything ready for our trip tomarrow. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 19, 2010 13:59:12 GMT -5
She nodded slowly as she gently patted his hand with her bandaged hands. She pushed back the pillows she had been leaning against and got herself up onto her feet. She did it slowly so Novakon wouldn't worry about her and their baby. "Will you help me slip into that black dress Nova?" She asked. She had it taken out of her wardrobe because of her step sons funeral. The whole palace was somber about his sudden passing and the domain tense from his murder.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 19, 2010 20:46:19 GMT -5
He helped her stand and stood as well. He kept his eyes on her and gave her a soft nod. " Oh you know i would just love to help you dress. " He kissed her tenderly before walking over to where the dress was hanging. He was relaxed and calm finally and able to think clearly. But still he held that deep cold rage burried just below the surface that was waiting for the right moment to break free. Picking up the dress he walked back over to her and drapped it over the bed. Once that was done he slowly and softly began removing the robes she had on.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 20, 2010 13:44:28 GMT -5
She let the robes slip off her having her underthings on under it. She let him help her slip into the form fitting dress because she knew he needed something to keep him busy and hopefully keep his mind off of what happened. Sadness swelled in her chest as their eyes met while he helped her dress. "Nova... it's okay" She said softly to him. "I'm angry too... but that anger... is going to break you unless you break it... I don't know why this has happened, what the motive was. But the Divine knows when it's time for a person to leave this world... perhaps it was fate."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 20, 2010 20:20:30 GMT -5
Novakon moved slowly and tenderly the entire time he undressed her. He even kissed her skin softly here and there when she was revealed to him. Then slowly her dress was slipped onto her body. His hands moved as if touching find glass and fragile flowers. When she spoke and he saw the sadness in her eyes he stoped moving. He smiled softly and shook his head ever so slightly. " I have never been able to break my anger. I never will be able to do so. It is a flaw inside me that I have tried my whole life to break. And only the love of another has ever tempered it. "
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