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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 21, 2010 14:28:36 GMT -5
Willow sighed as he helped her into her dress gently. "I know Nova love... but... I remember something from the attack... but I'm afraid of telling you because you get so upset. I don't want you to storm out of here like you did that morning. I don't want you to leave me alone and sad like that again" She said as she looked down at the floor. Now fully dressed she stepped back from him. "I fear your anger... and a wife shouldn't feel afraid of her husband."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 21, 2010 20:15:05 GMT -5
He smiled softly and gave a nod as he listened. He was curious when she mentioned something but he had to force it away. Then she said something that hurt him greatly. He looked away and down. " That is something you shouldn't be worried about. I may be very tempermental and yes my anger is powerfull. But you should never be afraid of it, of me when that happens. I may loose control and fly into full blown rage but always, my family is never in it's path. It is the one thing that is safe from it and gives me just enough control to direct it. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 22, 2010 15:23:33 GMT -5
Willow felt a pain inside but because it was emotional, "I hate arguing with you Nova. I don't mean to feel afraid of you sometimes but your anger is rather frightening." She hesitated at first but then reached out and put her hand gently against his chest. "I know you wouldn't hurt me Nova... I've just never seen a temper like yours before. Be patient with me?" She asked softly leaning in she put light kisses on his cheeks. "I do love you... Novakon. I don't want... you to get that angry with me again" She said to him.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 23, 2010 20:45:57 GMT -5
He sighed softly and he looked back to her. His arms rested around her gently as he kissed her tenderly. " Willow, never be afraid of me or my anger. What happened earlier was nothing but upset. You don't want to see my real anger. And lets not speak of this anymore. Arguing is bothersome and causes too many problems. That is why i leave so often when my emotions start boiling. I love you and i will have all the patience you require. " Novakon slowly pulled away and sighed softly and then turned to walk her out.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 24, 2010 19:26:00 GMT -5
She reached out and grabbed his arm, "Wait" She said stopping him. "Novakon... if we are to make this marriage work... we need to trust in each other completely. I want you to trust in me now." She said getting him to look right into her eyes, "I'm not... ever going to leave you. I am your wife, I am bound to you by life, heart and with this baby... by blood as well. I love you Novakon... and I always will. Even long from now when I am gone and buried in the ground, I will always... love you" She said to him. "Love me Novakon... and I will always be your queen."
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 24, 2010 20:43:02 GMT -5
He stopped at her motion and turned to her. Then he turned and looked into her eyes as she had not doubt wanted. He listened to her carefully and breathed slowly and evenly. Was she doubting him? Was she so unsure of him and the love he had for her and his family? Novakon was many things but never unloyal or unloving to those he held close and dear to his heart. When she finally finished he looked at her, held her close and spoke softly. " I love you now and when I die i'll still love you. My love and trust are my families instantly and always. I trust you now and forever Willow. You'll alway shave my love and my trust. "
" If i have done something to show otherwise then I am sorry for it. " His arms wrapped around her and he kissed her lovingly. But she could still see that he was hiding behind that wall of cold stone. Keeping his emotions buried to keep from lashing out. " I'll never doubt your love or your trust. You married me for who I am and that is all it took. " He turned from her with that and resumed walking with her.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 25, 2010 20:51:15 GMT -5
She smiled looking up at him when he spoke to her. His words warmed her heart and she felt much better. She took his arm and walked beside him. She had to be strong for him at the funeral, he needed her more then she had realized. She smiled leaning her head against his arm as she went down to the garden with him and sat beside hm in the garden. "Be strong my love" She said softly to him.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 25, 2010 20:58:55 GMT -5
He remained without emotion or expression. The walk from their room and into the garden was silent. Then when he sat down with her he still remained silent and emotionless. His breathing was slow and in a forcefull calming rythem. Her arm and head against him helped keep him in control of what wanted to break free and for this he was thankfull. When the preist began the burial Novakon looked past him to the polished clear coffin of his son. He wasn't sure when or why but sometime during the speech, tears had formed and slipped down his cheeks. His life was being torn apart around him and there was nothing he could do to protect his loved ones. Everything he did fired back at him or caused greater damage. And now his sons spirit would be with his mothers in an unrest that was not natural.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 26, 2010 15:06:38 GMT -5
Willow sat beside him, her arms held onto his as she leaned against him. Her eyes were focused on the casket as it began it's decent into the ground. She felt a warm breeze move past her as it swept across Novakon's cheek and neck as if it a hand had touched him and came to rest on his shoulder. Willow lifted her head as she looked around seeing no one else there and felt like there was another presence there. Kitiara's spirit there to comfort her still living husband as if to tell him that everything was alright.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 26, 2010 19:47:36 GMT -5
When the casket was finally in place he stood. He walked up and stopped at the edge of the grave. Reaching up he removed the necklace that marked all of the kings and blood of kings to this realm. With it in hand he spoke softly. " Rest well my son, watch over your mother and sister should she be with you. A greater king you were becoming and a proud father wishes you a happy afterlife. " He extended his hand and let the necklace fall from his fingers. It landed on the coffin and he backed away from the grave and returned to his seat as the honor gaurd began filling the grave.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 27, 2010 15:54:11 GMT -5
Willow put her hand to her chest when she got up and approached his son's grave. Burying that necklace in the ground seemed silly to her, especially since he should have passed it down to the next heir who at the moment she didn't know whom it would be. She lowered her gaze feeling nothing but coldness coming off of him. While he was doing so Willow got to her feet and moved her dress slightly as she moved around the side of the bench and headed back towards the palace. The stress of death and Roses disappearance was putting pressure on her marriage and to her it felt like it was falling apart.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 27, 2010 20:41:24 GMT -5
He watched her slowly make her way back to the palace. He couldn't blame her for what she must be feeling. And maybe she was dissappointed at the fact he had put the necklace in with his son. But he had no sons left to pass it on too and it needed to be put to rest as well. He would fashion something else for the new generation or bring something else out that would take it's place. When the grave was filled he stood and walked to the palace, and went to their room to find her.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 28, 2010 16:38:46 GMT -5
Willow couldn't stand to be there for another moment. Her heart was breaking and she was devastated about it. She slipped into the palace and moved down the halls, "My lady?" A servant asked her as she passed by as Willow lifted a hand to motion that she didn't want to see anyone. She put her bandaged hand on the rail of the stairs and lifted her dress with her other hands as she began to climb the stairs. By the time she reached the top she was in tears, moving down the hall towards the bedroom. When she got into the room she went to the closet and got down her dresses off hangers and carried them over to the bed to pack.
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Post by Jinzon on Apr 28, 2010 20:00:21 GMT -5
He walked into their bedroom with her packing. " Willow? " He asked softly when the door closed behind him. He walked over to her and gently took her arms into his hands and held her close. " I had to let it go. To keep it any more would only cause too many problems. Once that necklace was named to an heir it can't be renamed. With him gone to keep it would be a dishonor. I have something just as important that was used to mark the next heir. " He kissed her tenderly. " Talk to me my love, tell me what is bothering you so much. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on Apr 30, 2010 16:58:48 GMT -5
She pulled away from him, "It wasn't that Novakon... it was you... your cold. Your not yourself. Sitting beside you down there... it was like you were a whole different person. You felt... I can't even describe it. I couldn't sit there another moment with you. He was my son too. For the last five years I've been here and I've listened to him and cared about him. His death hurt me too but you... It was like I didn't recognize you. Ever since Rose was taken this marriage has felt like it's been falling apart. This was supposed to be a happy time for us, and it's not. It's not. Everything has been taken from us... is this the sort of life I want to give our child? I don't want them to hurt my baby... and I want this baby to feel loved. How do I do that when his or her father is dead inside... were is my love Novakon?"
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