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Post by Jinzon on Apr 30, 2010 19:59:53 GMT -5
He wasn't sure he could answer what she asked. He didn't want to hurt her or cause pain in any way. He thought for a moment and then he remembered something. He reached out and took her hand in his. " Come with me Willow, you need to see something. " His voice was gentle but left her the impression that it wasn't something she should refuse. When she did follow at his gentle lead he took her from their room and then out a side entrance of the palace. After a short walk he would stop and simply stare ahead of them. And she would see a very large scorched patch of rock. As well as the remains of three buildings, destroyed shortly before they had married by the signs.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 1, 2010 19:39:08 GMT -5
She didn't really want him to even touch her but he did. He took by the hands and lead her out of the room. He said he had something he needed to show her and she had hoped that it better be good because she wasn't in the mood for this at all. When he took her out to show her the damage he'd caused when he didn't keep his emotions under wraps. She looked at it and thought to herself he was trying to explain he couldn't be emotional with her or he'd loose it. Was he telling her she'd live the remainder of her life with him never knowing if he felt anything for her.
It made her stomach sink as she turned to look at him, "Really... You brought me out here to show me this? Your destruction? your chaos... What on Maelthra was I thinking when I... fell in love with you?" She pulled her bandaged hands free of his and lifted one to slap him in the face though it didn't really hurt because of the bandages. "Your telling me you can't let yourself feel emotion or you loose control... I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering if you feel anything for me. I don't want to guess when your actually honestly sharing a emotional moment with me! If you can't love me... then we are done here"
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Post by Jinzon on May 1, 2010 20:10:58 GMT -5
The memories of this event hurt him badly. But he could do nothing for it since it had happened. When she spoke and pulled away from him it hurt even worse. She didn't understand completely. He turned just int time to receive her hand across his face. She was angry and even more depressed it seemed. This pushed him more than he wished and he let loose at her. But only with his words, not his body....yet. " You don't get it. This happened as a result of her death. My greiving and the fury that came when i found that she had been poisoned. Three innocent people were nearly killed because of my inability to control my emotions. This cold shell i hide behind now is the only thing protecting my loved ones. "
He breathed in and took her arms in his hands and held her firmly before him. His burning eyes staring into her beautiful golden ones. " I can't afford to loose or harm anyone else. And if you think for one moment that i don't love you then you are mistaken. Don't let this wall of cold stone fool you. IT is there to protect you and others. It won't last long but i have to be carefull. If you so wish to push the point of my feelings for you......" He pulled her close and into a deep and passionate kiss. He had lost control now. With afew steps forward she was pressed against a section of stone wall that still stood.
She was lifted ever so lightly and the dress she wore was easily shuffled up around her waist. His lips continued to press against hers with hunger. She felt his passion and the heat flowing from his core but the cold stone was gone. His hands caressed and supported her body. He was lost in the moment but held just enough to keep from harming her too much. Then she was his and he was hers. Her body pressed between the stone wall and his own body as he took her in loving desire and pleasure. This was all he could do to show her his love without hurting her.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 2, 2010 15:50:34 GMT -5
Willow wasn't even put back on her feet after, he'd fallen into a siting position and she was sitting straddled on his lap. She was out of breath looking at him though at least she felt something from him in the hour leading up until now. "Nova..." She said as it was her nick name for him. She leaned forward and put her head down on his shoulder. She just wanted him to hold her close so she could feel his love.
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Post by Jinzon on May 2, 2010 20:32:26 GMT -5
He let his arms rest around her. The heat had remained the entire time and even now. But art of that cold stone had returned. He rested his chin on the top of her head lighty as he simply enjoyed their closeness. He gave his love to her and all of the passion he could and he hoped it was enough to show her he still loved her and always would. At least this had allowed him to vent some of his pent up anger and sorrow in a way that it wasn't harmfull. " I love you Willow. Never forget it. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 3, 2010 15:44:51 GMT -5
Willow sighed softly, her poor mind was wall over the place and her heart was racing. She was on the verge of calling her marriage quits. The more she thought about it the more she though about her unborn child, but was she staying only because Novakon would loose his mind without her, or would he loose his mind and come after her and the baby. Tears filled her eyes as she had been trying so hard to love him and each time it felt like he pushed her further and further away from him. She loved him, she wanted to be his wife and give him a family and share that family with him. "Nova..." She whimpered softly as he held he close. "I don't... I don't want to end our marriage. I love you... Please... of the sake of our family, let me feel something from you from here on in... I need to feel your love or it's all going to fall apart."
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Post by Jinzon on May 3, 2010 19:50:36 GMT -5
He tightened his arms around her alittle more and shivered at the thought of her leaving him. She felt warm tears falling ontop of her head as he breathed deeply and slowly. " I do not want you to leave me. I can't promise how i'll be, but i will promise i will try to show you all the love you deserve. Just bear with me afew more days. Let this greif run its course and forgive my for what i do. Willow you mean everything to me and you are the only strength that is holding me in this world of sanity. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 3, 2010 20:00:38 GMT -5
Willow lifted her head to look up at him, he was crying, real tears. She reached into her dress and pulled out a handkerchief and lifted it to wipe his eyes, "I love you too Novakon... I don't want to go anywhere either... I want to be here with you and our baby. It's our child, I love my child and you. Love me Nova... that's all I need" She said lifting her other hand to brush back his long red hair. "I'm here..." She said as her hand moved down along his cheek. "I'm here" She whispered to him.
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Post by Jinzon on May 5, 2010 20:44:23 GMT -5
He managed a soft but warm smile when she looked up at him. He hated showing himself when he was crying. It didn't suit him he thought but none the less he looked at her. When she reached up with the cloth she brought from her dress he leaned into her attention. When her hand caressed his cheek and brushed his hair back he relaxed more. Heat building throught his body once again. Her words slipped through his body and he leaned in, bringing her lips to his in a deep and loving kiss. He couldn't stand this much longer and he gave her his love again. Gently guiding her as he took her once more, there on the scorched stone.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 7, 2010 0:37:59 GMT -5
Willow couldn't believe it happened again. She just held onto Novakon who eventually had to lift her up to carry her since he rendered her legs weak from the last two hours she had spent with him. She put her head against his chest, no longer in tears, no longer ready to walk out on him and take his child with her. Though they did need to pack to prepare for their trip to the Lightning Domain. She was exhausted now, and it's not like he could get her any more pregnant when she already was.
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Post by Jinzon on May 7, 2010 0:45:45 GMT -5
He smiled and held her lovingly close to him. Their desire and love together had broken most of the stone he had surrounded his heart with. Some was still there and would be there for afew days more. But for now he was more relaxed than he had ever been since this had started. He smiled at her and when they were back in their room he lay her down gently and kissed her softly. " Mmmmmm....thank you my love. For everything you are and have done for me. "
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 7, 2010 15:48:21 GMT -5
She held onto him as he carried her back to their room and laid her down on the bed. She didn't know why he was thanking her, it was what a wife would have done. She reached up and put her hand on his cheek as she looked into his red eyes, "I love you Novakon... and I never want to leave... so please, just be there for us. Be my husband, love me and love our child and I could want for nothing else. It was hard for me to see you down there... just... be here now..."
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Post by Jinzon on May 7, 2010 20:20:56 GMT -5
He smiled and nuzzled her hand when it touched his cheek. He leaned into her a little more and listened to her. He gave her a nod and held her other hand in his own. He couldn't really say anything that he hasn't said already. So he simply smiled leaned in and gave her a tender kiss. He only whispered words to her. " I love you and will do my best to be what you need. " Slowly he pulled away with a deep sigh and then began packing their suitcases for the trip.
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Post by Mirage Sanakonaka on May 8, 2010 13:11:52 GMT -5
She laid back on the bed as she looked over at him begin to pack their things, she rested her hands on her stomach before smiling a bit, "We should start... thinking of names for our baby Nova love." She said to him as she laid her head back on her pillows thinking about it, thinking about names for both boys and girls. "Blaze would be cute for a fire boy... oh Lilly might make a beautiful name for a girl."
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Post by Jinzon on May 8, 2010 19:50:00 GMT -5
He smiled softly at her words and gave a nod. " I'm not the best at names but i'll see what i can think up. Blaze does sound good my love. Lilly would be wonderful for a girl my love. A family of beautiful flowers. " He smiled as he looked at her. Since he had Rose already. He finished packing her clothes and worked on his as well. But first he set aside a clean dress for her since they both had some dirt and soot on them from outside. " and if a boy of lightning, how does Sorin sound? "
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